[Yes, after a 'long hiatus' I'm finally going to update my journal. However, I would like to note that this will probably be my last journal ever because of two reasons: time and the fact I hate 'social communities'. The first reason, time, is painfully obvious because I have school, homework and video games to go to/do/play and consequently, I don't have time to rant about being single/how much I hate Blondes/Canada/She who shall not be named/etc. As for the latter reason, I truly hate sites like Mychildmolestorspace/Farcebook/etc. and if I use the journal feature as a mean to 'rant about how much my life sucks', then I'm doing no better than making my page function as an indirect Mypantsarewetfromlookingat13yearoldsSpac e page. So, consequently, from this point on, I'm never going to post in my journal ever again. Also, before anyone asks, I'm keeping my Facebook page active because having a Facebook account is 'necessary' for being part of Mock Trial. However, unlike most people, I'm never going to post any images of me on-line, so I have a slight security in that regard. Heck, for as far as most people are concerned 'John EvilMcBadGuy Smith' looks exactly like Guile. So, consequently, I've SONIC BOOMED the internet.]

First of all, just because I like piss off people, I'm not going to post my class schedule. Why, you might ask. Well, the reason is that all of my watchers that need to see me during the course of the average school day know my free periods. Also, besides, as I just said, I hate to make my page mirror a social community site, so no schedule for public eyes. However, instead, I will include a random and unnecessary schedule of my activities from 4:00AM to 5:00AM

4:00 AM - Obsessive Additional Studying [One hour]

5:00 AM - The ILLUSION OF SLEEP!!!

Random, eh? Well, I am trying to go out with a bang and if pissing people off is necessary, SO BE IT!!!! Now, before I continue, let me clarify that I'm not leaving dA and that I'm just abandoning the journal feature.

I'm purposely going to skip describing what I did over the Summer because those that need to know about it 'heard it live' and those that didn't either are ignoring me/never returning phone calls *Shot*/or don't care. However, I will say that my summer helped me to finally come to terms with my psychosis and learn how to master it to my advantage. Also, I've finally managed to truly eradicate the roots of my attraction to the girl I once moronically considered 'the one'. It turns out that my psyche was simply attracted to her because she PERFECTLY resembles one of the most significant babysitters from my very early youth. Considering this, I've been able to finally realize the futile nature of my previous attraction. I mean if I wasn't able to date the person that had feelings for me, then how the heck could I hope to date her emotionless friend that is best friends with the person that hates me the most in the world? I apologize for the derogatory terms, but I feel that slight exaggeration is necessary. I truly regret being attracted to her for so long because I could have used that energy elsewhere and I would have become less of an emotional wreck. However, I don't regret the failure of my plan to try to take her to see Eragon because I rented that movie recently, found it to TRULY suck and also, if I had gone through with the plan, I would have probably regretted the whole thing due to my habit of 'gluttony' in regards to movie food. I can honestly consume an entire bucket of large popcorn and a large drink with no ice before the previews are even half way done. Obviously, that bad habit doesn't allow for the 'stereotypical' kiss/make-out/advance procedures to happen because rather than using a movie theater as a place to try to convince someone to make-out with you, I only go to see films and eat crappy food.

Speaking of my 'dating situation', I have reached the point where I've made a final decision and it is the following: I have decided to entirely give up on attracting females, attempting to date, dating in general, romance and sex. As I've learned from the 'one' incident, not only can I not attract females, but I'm tactless and ruled by subconscious memories. Heck, would you believe me if I said my definition of a perfect woman is Ami Mizuno/Sailor Mercury from Sailor Moon? Yes, I'm crazy and that is exactly why I'm giving up. As many of you already know, I'm going to skip both Junior and Senior Prom and I'm even going to hold a SSB:Brawl-centered Counter Prom where a few of my close male friends and I are going to waste the night beating the crap out of each other with Nintendo characters. The main reasons for this are my bad history with females and the fact I'm a proud nerdy loser. So, obviously, it wouldn't make sense for me to go to either prom because I'm a loser and I hate school spirit as a whole. I know that I'm going to regret saying this, but **** prom. Also, as a consequence of this promise, I honestly see no reason to ever date after High School in college and beyond. I know that this is going to sound insanely immature, but I honestly doubt that I'll ever marry because I really don't see it necessary in my life. Also, since I'm afraid of sex, I can't use that 'instinct' to inspire me to try to end up in a relationship of any sort. So, in summary, not only am I giving up on dating during high school, but I'm giving up permanently on love/relationships/sex/etc.

So, this brings an end to my journal and in order to end on a memorable 'note', I will now post the lyrics to most video game background music.















True video game music doesn't have lyrics.